第三十章 失落的回应

不久，那个受楚浩然所托的FBI成员回到了组织FBI，并告诉了首领一切，约翰就这样盖着红色的中国国旗永远的睡着了，FBI成员对他实行了火化。

“John...（约翰……）”首领看到约翰殉职上交的两把手枪，以及一条沾血的长命锁，痛心不已，失声痛哭。

看到这一幕，FBI的其余成员小声议论着：

“John

was

dead,

for

why?（约翰死了，是为什么？）”

“Our

captain

doesn't

seem

so

cold.（首领好像没那么冷酷无情。）”

“He

loves

John,

but

doesn't

know

how

to

get

close

to

him.（他好像很爱约翰，但不知道如何接近。）”

“After

all,

our

captain

has

a

role

called

father.（毕竟首领有一重身份叫做父亲。）”

“He

is

a

qualified

FBI

captain.（他是一个合格的FBI首领。）”

“Jackson

is

back!（杰克逊回来了！）”这时，一个FBI成员跑了过来。

“Really?

They're

not

hurt,

are

they?（真的吗？他们没有受伤吧？）”丽莎开口道。

“Fortunately,

it

was

all

minor

injuries.（还好，都是轻伤。）”那个FBI成员说道。

“Go

and

see.（去看看。）”丽莎走向了大门，其余人紧跟其后。

不久，他们来到了大门口。

“Are

you

OK?（你们还好吗？）”丽莎看向他们，忽然和凯瑟琳来了个拥抱。

“We’re

all

right,

but

we

let

the

gangster's

Jelly

escape.（还好，就是让那个黑帮的仇莉逃了！）”楚浩然开口道。

“It’s

good

to

come

back,

come

in

first.（回来就好，先进来吧。）”本迎上前去，揽过了楚浩然的肩膀勾着。

“How's

our

captain?（首领还好吗？）”楚浩然问道。

“He

was

crying

just

now,

but

it's

okay,

he

will

be

fine.（刚才在哭，不过不要紧，会没事的。）”本开口道。

然而，赵宇杰似乎有心事一般，默默走向了一边……

与此同时，仇莉和艾伦等人回到了黑帮。

“Either

let

the

FBI

people

run

away

or

get

confused

with

their

programmers.

Do

you

have

the

‘next

time’,

Jelly?（每次不是让FBI的人逃离，就是和他们的程序员搞不清楚，你还有下一次吗，仇莉！）”说着，艾伦一打仇莉的脸，很是不悦。

“Don’t

worry

about

my

business.（我的事不用你们管。）”然而，仇莉只是选择了默默离开，来到了自己的办公室座位上坐下。

“Our

boss

will

not

let

you

off

the

hook,

Jelly!（我们老板不会放过你，仇莉！）”艾伦一招手，立马上来了一个黑帮成员，“Give

her

the

newly

developed

medicine!（给她新研发的药！）”

听到这儿，仇莉顿时一惊。

“But...

We

must

not

lose

our

hackers

now.（但是……我们现在最好不要失去我们的黑客。）”那个黑帮成员一愣。

“Give

her

the

antidote

at

each

scheduled

interval,

if

she

does

it

again,

she

will

be

poisoned

and

die!（每次定时给她解药，她再乱来就等着毒发身亡吧！）”艾伦开口道，“Give

it

to

her!（给她吃！）”

“Yes,

Alan.（是，艾伦。）”说着，那个黑帮成员取出了那个给楚浩然吃过的药，强行给仇莉喂了下去，仇莉猛烈地咳嗽着。

“What

was

the

final

result

of

the

casualties?（最后人员伤亡的结果怎么样了？）”接着，艾伦看向了一个看电脑的黑帮成员问道。

“Among

the

shooters,

Sam

had

a

broken

right

arm

and

Linda

had

been

shot

in

the

abdomen,

and

she

is

still

in

the

operating

room.（射击手人物里，塞姆的右臂被打伤，琳达的腹部中了一枪，现在还在手术室。）”那个黑帮成员开口道。

听到这儿，艾伦看向了仇莉，目光很是鄙夷。

夜晚，FBI组织内，赵宇杰在他的床上辗转难眠，忽然拿出手机，打开了那个牵手软件，点开了黑帮成员仇莉。

此时，仇莉还在黑帮的办公室内加班编辑程序，忽然手机响起了牵手软件的声音，仇莉一惊，立马拿起手机，看了过去。

“Are

you

OK?

Do

you

get

punished

by

your

gang?（你还好吗，被你的黑帮组织罚了吗？）”赵宇杰发来了一条信息。

“Don’t

care

about

me,

take

care

of

yourself,

Peter,

Zhao

Yujie!（要你管，顾好你自己吧，彼得赵宇杰！）”仇莉也发了一条消息。

“I’m

sorry

to

beat

you.

But

there's

one

thing

that

I'm

curious

about,

how

did

you

get

into

the

gang?（我很抱歉打了你。不过，有一件事我很好奇，你究竟是如何进的黑帮？）”赵宇杰回复道。

“My

parents

were

gangsters,

so

I

was

born

into

it.（我父母就是黑帮的，所以我一出生就是。）”仇莉发着消息。

“Your

parents

are

gangsters?

Are

they

still

around

and

connected

to

you?（你父母就是黑帮的啊！他们现在人呢，和你有联系吗？）”赵宇杰一惊，接着发着消息。

“Does

it

have

anything

to

do

with

you?

You

are

really

annoying,

Zhao

Yujie!（和你有关吗？你真的很烦人哎，赵宇杰！）”仇莉回复着，“Or

are

you

going

to

turn

the

same

saying

with

another

way?（还是说，你要变向着套话了？）”

“No,

don't

get

me

wrong.（不会，你别误会。）”赵宇杰打着字，发着消息，“I'm

just

wondering,

is

it

worth

it

to

work

so

hard

for

your

gang

and

end

up

losing

your

life

because

you

can'

;t

do

your

job?

Think

about

your

parents,

just

quit

early.（我只是在想，像你那么拼命为你的黑帮出力，最后因为办事不力随时丢了性命，值得吗？想想你的父母吧，早点退出算了。）”

“It’s

none

of

your

business,

Zhao

Yujie!

Once

I

joined

the

gang,

I

would

be

a

gangster

for

all

my

life.

I

have

no

right

to

quit!

My

parents

were

already

gone,

killed

in

a

fire

over

a

decade

ago.

The

reason

I'm

in

this

predicament

is

because

of

someone.

You

know

who

he

is,

Zhao

Yujie!（不用你管，赵宇杰，一旦加入黑帮就一辈子是黑帮的人了，我没有权利退出！我的父母已经不在了，死在了十几年前的火灾里，我会变成今天这样进退两难都是因为谁，你心中有数，赵宇杰！）”仇莉很是不悦。

“Jelly,

I’m

sorry.（仇莉，对不起。）”看着仇莉发来的消息，赵宇杰顿时一愣，良久发道，“I

haven't

experienced

your

pain,

but

I

know

that

when

I

look

at

your

situation

from

an

outsider's

point

of

view,

my

mentality

is

extremely

indifferent.

I

want

to

understand

you,

and

I

will

share

your

pressure

with

you.

Please

don't

bear

everything

alone

any

more,

okay?（我没经历过你的痛苦，但我知道站在一个外人角度来看你的状况，我的心态是极其不痛不痒的，我想要了解你，你的压力我帮你分担，你别再一个人承担一切了好不好？）”

“Shut

up!（你住口！）”谁料，仇莉忽然情绪失控，回复道，“As

a

gangster,

I

can't

have

any

feelings.

As

a

result,

you

let

me

give

in

again

and

again!

Zhao

Yujie,

why

do

you

stand

on

the

perspective

of

a

saint

to

point

fingers

at

others'

lives?

My

life

doesn't

need

your

intervention,

and

I

don’t

need

your

pity!（作为一个黑帮成员是不可以有感情的，结果你让我退让了一次又一次！赵宇杰，你凭什么站在一个圣人的视角对别人的生活指手画脚，我的生活不需要你的介入，不需要你的可怜！）”

说罢，仇莉瞬间破防，趴在桌上哭得声嘶力竭！

“Jelly,

I

want

to

protect

you.

I

seem

to

have

fallen

in

love

with

you

since

the

first

time

I

saw

you.（仇莉，我想保护你，从第一次见到你开始，我好像就喜欢上了你。）”赵宇杰接着回复道，然而却没有了任何回应，只见，赵宇杰放下了手机，喃喃自语道，“傻丫头，别再痛苦下去了……”

面对仇莉失落的回应，赵宇杰自责极了，此刻，他只觉得自己是那个不知道心上人的过去，就妄想去冒犯的人一样，他爱她，但仿佛是囚爱一般……